Being single

When ever I get into a relationship I feel like I can’t breathe. The guy could be the greatest person give me all the time and space I need but still I feel smothered. I tell them how I feel and they are compliant with all my wishes and I still want them to go away. Nice, good wonderful men and I can’t do it. Do I want a bad boy? Absolutely not. I really don’t want anyone. Well maybe a “Friend” about once a month and I am good. I am trying to figure out if there is anything wrong with me. DO I need therapy? I like being alone. I like not having to worry about how someone feels if I don’t want to see them or talk to them for days or having to think about what I say how to say it in a way that wont hurt their feelings. I’d rather be alone. I like my alone time. There is a certain freedom I feel when I don’t have to indulge a man in my whereabouts, my thoughts. I make a move on the couch and all eyes are on me. “You okay?” “Um yeah just got my panties in a wad!” Geezz I don’t want to commit my time and energy on a man. Am I selfish. Damn Skippy. Single isn’t a problem I need to solve

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One response to “Being single

  1. Haha, well you’re living the life! You can have exactly what you like very easily. Many people (including myself) have the problem of wanting a partner always. That’s not a problem at all, but I think wow, how easy it would be if my greatest wish was to be alone. Have a great week!

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